DeceivingFae

I look across this battlefield Of broken hearts and shattered dreams And all I see is darkness Where light should be Eyes that once shone with warmth Now bleed hatred As they peer at me Two sides of the same coin So alike yet so different Two tools used by separate sides Of the same mundane war You told me you loved me once I believed you You've told me you hate me more I believe you I hate myself aswell because I am nothing without you You slash me to pieces With your cold indifference And your venom filled words I want to so badly, but I can never stop loving you Just as I will never Escape this battlefield

You have never scared me more I open my mouth to tell you so I have never loved you more Is what escapes instead And that's true too I love you and it's frightening You frighten me and I love it You narrow suspicion clouded eyes at me Paranoia has seeped into your bones It's no surprise with a life such as yours Your eyes begin to clear You grin It's a sharp grin, a disarming one A pleased one You're a predator amused with your prey Your hand reaches towards me Cradles my face My fallible humanity against your blood warmed skin The girl below us an unseeing witness To a dance tried and true The lion toying with the gazelle Your hand grows col

Please ask for my heart. You don't have to say you got enough. Open up. You should make yourself free. You need to express your wish. If you can tell me, you'll get my heart. I'll do anything I can do for you.

He found me in a dream today And chased my salty tears away His lips caressed my hopes and fears His strength promised peace for years The truth behind his warm brown eyes Showed no proof of hidden lies My heart began to race with tension My mind wandered in apprehension My body stirred with a hidden promise The proof behind that shadow of a kiss That all of this could truly mean The fact that this was only a dream

Suspense. The air in the room is full of a depressive mood. The mother is standing in the kitchen. Washing the plates. The father is sitting in the sofa reading his newspaper. And the children are sitting on the floor, playing. A complete normal family situation. But the children are silent. The mother is. And so is the father. No one dares make a noise. Not unless the father allows them to. The only audible sounds are the sounds of food on a frying pan, the sounds of toy cars driving across the floor. And the steady sound of pages getting turned. A radio is in the room, but no one really knows why it has been bought. It is never on. The mot

I finally found God For a special person But he ignored me I prayed while sacrificing My skin and blood But He turned me away Regret and hatred Can only eat me away Those who give up on God And betray themselves Become fallen An angel can't be saved For he will just live Forevermore in misery

But that doesn't mean I don't know the harshness of the world. It doesn't mean I've never truly loved someone. It doesn't mean I've never had my heart-broken. It doesn't mean that I haven't seen my fair share of death. It doesn't mean I'm incompetent. It doesn't mean I sleep around. It doesn't mean I won't give up my seat for a helpless old lady. It doesn't mean I don't take anything serious. It doesn't mean I've never felt alone. It doesn't mean I'm always happy when I'm smiling. It doesn't mean my life is carefree. It doesn't mean I've never seriously considered suicide as the only way out. It doesn't mean that I haven't felt t

He sat on the bed in his hotel room, staring longingly at the picture he held in his hand. He could see his loving daughter and wife smiling up at him. Tears started streaming down his face. He looked over to the nightstand where the divorce papers that have yet to be signed lay. His world had been shattered. He got up and hunkered over to the mini bar downing numerous bottles of alcohol whose names he didn't bother reading. It'd all be better soon. He sat down and wrote a letter to his daughter who just recently celebrated her 23rd birthday. Once he was through he got up, and took the elevator downstairs and handed the beige-colored enve